My very own session!

Not a bad night!

God what a night, Tash and I went to have a meal and a couple drinks, the waiter was all over her and she didn’t even flirt with him, or get his number. I gave her such a telling off! She is never going to find her “ Mr Right” as she calls him, because she never gives them a chance! I ended up drinking too much, I got myself all worked up after seeing my sex Therapist. Yes I see one, Get over it. Well, I wouldn’t mind getting under it, or over it actually, he is so sexy it makes me moist just thinking about him. I have been seeing Dr Worthington for some time, although he insists I call him Charlie. He is a very good listener, I have caught him several times adjusting his trouser legs after I have told him a dream or one of my fantasy’s I have while I pass a random guy on the street. It makes it really difficult to confess about being addicted to sex in front of a man, you actually want to make cum in your mouth. So I was telling Tash and she started getting all weird (she is such a prude the bitch) so I wasn’t able to get her advice when he asked for my number. I just bolted out of the room we were in and got into my car and came to meet Tash. Was it a test? Was Charlie testing my character? Was he seeing how far I would come? I’ll have you know Dr Worthington I am a mature adult, I can quite sex anytime! But just as I was leaving the club as I have an early start tomorrow, I was walking to my car, still cursing to myself for leaving and not giving Charlie my number so he could text me all the wonderful things he would do too my pussy, I see him waiting at the Tram stop opposite where my car is parked. Im not sure if it was fate, but It being Friday the 13th, maybe some weird shit was happening and some stars were aligning and wanted me to have a great fuck so I walked over smiling coyly and he greeted me with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, God his lips were so soft, it took everything I had not to lean in and have him up against the tram stop. I offered him a lift home, Turns out he lives right by the room he takes my sessions in, so we sat in the car the whole way laughing and joking, I noticed he kept passing side glances at me. He wanted me just as bad as I wanted him. I knew it! So I park the car and im trying my best not to pay attention, if this was a test if I was making progress I was going to pass with flying colours, even if I did want to take every inch of his manhood in my mouth in the car! He sits sideways looking at me and leans in and we kiss for the first time. Sweet Jesus of wet panties, It was so hot, He was such a good kisser, He kissed my upper lip, the pulled back slightly nibbling on my lower lip, his hand rested against my cheek as he rubbed it softly. He pulled back and just gazed into my eyes…

Now by this point im thinking:

A – Could he be boyfriend material?
B – If he is being so cute now, is it likely he is not going to fuck me so hard I moan like a sissy girl?
And finally C – should I ask if he does possible free ‘sessions’ because I have something to get off my chest, and while im taking my top off, my skirt too!!!

He kissed my lips lightly once more and told me to book in a double session soon, and with that got out the car leaving his business card on my car dashboard so I had his personal number. I think I drove home in a state of oblivion. Christ where was my phone I just had to call Bethany! UGH she’s not answering and I need to ask her if I should just turn around and march up them stairs and ride him like I was born for rodeo!

Needless to say, I have just got home, all be it a lot earlier then I had anticipated! My panties are sopping wet and my dildo is about to get a bashing, Tonight, I think I will call him Charlie!

Just can't understand

I'm wondering if I scare people from time to time. My ability to shock even the men I have seemed to keep in my life (obviously the ones I haven't fucked senseless that is) It just baffles me that I am somehow more dirty minded then the company I keep. I can't tell you how often I feel I have to hold back, Just the other day I had the girls and Sam over, (Sam is more girl then I am most of the time, but I love him dearly, He and his boyfriend Eric whom I have only heard about sound so damn cute, they make me want to vom, nevertheless he is one of the girls too) and we were talking about Bethany's new man. I think she called him Pete? Haha that’s right Peetus Mcfeetus or so his friends called him. Obviously a nickname to make up for something, but Beth assures me he made her cum several times. They met at a bar and Beth was flirting with him, had a few drinks and Im sure she told him he was in for a good night if he played his cards right, took him back to hers and she seems rather smitten with him. That reminds me I must get the low down on their night out the other night. It was his birthday and Im pretty sure she got him something he would enjoy to unwrap, I know this because I helped her pick out the 'bow' as it were, it was a hot sexy pink lace bra with a big black bow holding the whole thing together. She looked pretty damn hot in it, so I can’t wait to find out how many times she made him blow his beans. Now Bethany is a Dear friend, she loves to get down and dirty like me, She never skimps out on the details but our other friend Natasha, not so much. She is not the kiss and tell type of gal, She is very loyal and is looking for Mr Right, and I think that’s lovely, I just don’t want Mr right, I want Mr Right now! And Chris, well him and Eric are fucking each other like rabbits so he can't complain. It's just me that can't seem to settle down. Oh well. I myself am looking forward to my hot date next week. Met this guy John in a club, he was tall, dark hair, blue eyes, god im getting wet just thinking about him. He came up to me while I was getting the drinks for the girls and asked if I wanted to dance, Now usually I would of but I felt bad as we were out spying on Eric for Sam, He thought he was cheating on him, so we were on a mission, he looked pretty disappointed, I would of loved to of spent all night finding ways to put a smile on his face but instead, I have him my number and he text me that night so we arranged to meet up for a few drinks back at the same club. Well I'm off to cook some dinner and go to bed, Might even think about how my dates going to go with john and frag myself to oblivion.